sumbong

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one of the most humbling experience for me is when i make "sumbong" to the Lord. in this way, i always imagined myself as a daughter telling her dad that some big guys bullied her. i am reminded how a father would protect his daughter because she is so precious and fragile. and that is true!
I am the apple of His eyes.
I am His princess.
I am that cute, adorable and bratty little girl He really, really love.

it just makes me smile to imagine this. not only because the Lord will do something about my "pagsusumbong" (of course, if I am the underdog here, He will protect me. if i am the bully, He will discipline me) but also because i know that I am dependent and humble at that moment.

i think it doesn't matter if we are the ones who are bullied, offended and humiliated as long as we know that we have Someone whom we can turn to when we need a good cry. and He is not there just for a shoulder to cry on, but He is our knight in shining armor.

love never fails

love never fails

moving on bucket list

dahil heartbroken ako...

• gusto kong maging magaling na writer, blogger o basta isang witing makata.
• gusto kong maging magaling magluto o magbake. yung tipong kaya kong gumawa ng 4-course meal everyday. o kaya ung tipong hindi ako pinagpapawisan habang nagmamasa ng tinapay.
• gusto kong manood ng sine kasama ang kaibigan kong nasa parehong sitwasyon tulad ng sa akin, tumambay sa starbucks (kahit di ako nag starbucks) at magpity party.
• gusto kong kumain ng bonchon chicken, manood ng tv, magmukmok at matulog sa kwarto maghapon
• gusto kong maglinis ng bahay, magkuskos ng kaldero, magpaligo ng aso, magpintura ng gate
• at higit sa lahat, gusto kong gumawa ng bucketlist ng mga taong gusto kong ma-meet (for the first time or for the last time) bago ako mamatay. at isa sya dun.hindi ko lang alam kung first time, last time or both)

lahat ng ito gusto kong gawin kasi nga tingin ko valid naman  dahil minsan lang naman ako maging heartbroken e. pero hindi ko magawa syempre, kasi kelangan kong magtrabaho, kumita ng pera, at ang magkalovelife! bow. wala e. 

his heart and His heart

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Do not ask love from a person who doesn't know God 

because no matter how hard you try, you won't get the love that you really wanted.