beautiful eyes and brilliant brain

dear beautiful eyes,
please try not to be so watery. you have a class in a few minutes. so please hide your tears. even just for an hour. can you do that for me? please!!!

your manager,                  

brilliant brain               

sumbong

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one of the most humbling experience for me is when i make "sumbong" to the Lord. in this way, i always imagined myself as a daughter telling her dad that some big guys bullied her. i am reminded how a father would protect his daughter because she is so precious and fragile. and that is true!
I am the apple of His eyes.
I am His princess.
I am that cute, adorable and bratty little girl He really, really love.

it just makes me smile to imagine this. not only because the Lord will do something about my "pagsusumbong" (of course, if I am the underdog here, He will protect me. if i am the bully, He will discipline me) but also because i know that I am dependent and humble at that moment.

i think it doesn't matter if we are the ones who are bullied, offended and humiliated as long as we know that we have Someone whom we can turn to when we need a good cry. and He is not there just for a shoulder to cry on, but He is our knight in shining armor.

what the Dream Master told me

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just as when i always question my dreams and plans about going to Japan, (like, "is this the Lord's plan for me or am i just trying to push my own will to get into this dream?") something in my prayer and devotion life happened. there are lots and lots of things that the Lord is telling me for the past few months or year about this dream. 

May 25, 2014Proverbs 3:5-6

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.

June 12, 2014Philippians 4:13

I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me.

June 23, 2014Exodus 33:19; 21-23

And he said, I will make all my goodness pass before you, and I will proclaim the name of the LORD before you; and will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and will show mercy on whom I will show mercy.And the LORD said, Behold, there is a place by me, and you shall stand on a rock: And it shall come to pass, while my glory passes by, that I will put you in a cleft of the rock, and will cover you with my hand while I pass by And I will take away my hand, and you shall see my back parts: but my face shall not be seen.

July 8, 20142 Cor 9:8

And God is able to make all grace abound toward you; that you, always having all sufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work:

July 19, 2014Ephesians 4:1

I therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you that you walk worthy of the vocation with which you are called

July 19, 2014Deuteronomy 1:20-21

"I said to you, 'You have come to the hill country of the Amorites which the LORD our God is about to give us. 'See, the LORD your God has placed the land before you; go up, take possession, as the LORD, the God of your fathers, has spoken to you. Do not fear or be dismayed.'…

October 23, 20141 Thes 5;17-18

pray without ceasing; in everything give thanks; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.

January 10, 2015Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 

January 13, 2015Psalm 42:5

Why are you in despair, O my soul? And why have you become disturbed within me? Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him For the help of His presence.

January 15, 2015Isaiah 41:10

'Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'

March 29, 2015Deuteronomy 1:21

Behold, the Lord thy God hath set the land before thee: go up and possess it, as the Lord God of thy fathers hath said unto thee; fear not, neither be discouraged. 

This Japan thing made my heart smile, frown, break, laugh, cry then laugh again. there are too many emotions invested in this dream but EVERY SINGLE TIME I read the Scripture about this dream, i can' t help it but cry and cry and cry and feel happy about it! there is hope! and that is all that matters in our dreams. we keep pushing  and pushing our dreams if there is hope. AND this is not just hope from the people i talked to, but hope from the GIVER OF DREAMS! :)

let go vs. surrender

I thought I should LET GO.

but He told me to SURRENDER.

love never fails

love never fails

QUIET TIME: what's your motive?

just a reminder...

"A fine line divides the motives of the heart between selfish and selfless; and we must always make sure we understand which side of the line we are standing on." -joyce meyer

At the end of the day, we should ask ourselves, "what is my motive?"

moving on bucket list

dahil heartbroken ako...

• gusto kong maging magaling na writer, blogger o basta isang witing makata.
• gusto kong maging magaling magluto o magbake. yung tipong kaya kong gumawa ng 4-course meal everyday. o kaya ung tipong hindi ako pinagpapawisan habang nagmamasa ng tinapay.
• gusto kong manood ng sine kasama ang kaibigan kong nasa parehong sitwasyon tulad ng sa akin, tumambay sa starbucks (kahit di ako nag starbucks) at magpity party.
• gusto kong kumain ng bonchon chicken, manood ng tv, magmukmok at matulog sa kwarto maghapon
• gusto kong maglinis ng bahay, magkuskos ng kaldero, magpaligo ng aso, magpintura ng gate
• at higit sa lahat, gusto kong gumawa ng bucketlist ng mga taong gusto kong ma-meet (for the first time or for the last time) bago ako mamatay. at isa sya dun.hindi ko lang alam kung first time, last time or both)

lahat ng ito gusto kong gawin kasi nga tingin ko valid naman  dahil minsan lang naman ako maging heartbroken e. pero hindi ko magawa syempre, kasi kelangan kong magtrabaho, kumita ng pera, at ang magkalovelife! bow. wala e.